Why You're Angry After an Affair (And What Your Anger Is Trying to Tell You)

One of the most common emotions after discovering an affair is betrayed spouse anger.

Sometimes overwhelming anger. As has been said, “Hell has no fury like a woman scorned.”

A woman recently wrote to me and said:

“I get really frustrated and angry with my husband for his affairs. He plays the victim. He talks about his addiction, but I don’t want to hear it. My anger has gotten bad, and I’m trying not to let it affect my children. What do I do with this anger?”

It’s an important question.

Because while anger can become destructive, anger itself is not the problem.

Anger Is the Appropriate Response to Injustice

Anger itself is not the problem. Even God got angry. It’s what we do when we are angry that becomes the problem.

An affair is an injustice. You were lied to, deceived, and manipulated. The marriage covenant (promise) was broken. Your reality was altered without your consent.

Of course you’re angry.

When I talk with betrayed spouses they tell me, it is not the affair itself that causes the greatest pain. And they don’t say that lightly, because the affair causes a tremendous amount of pain and damage. However, when it all comes down to it, it’s all the lies and deception that hurts the most.

And then, after discovery, it usually gets worse, because the unfaithful spouse minimizes, makes excuses, blames their childhood, blames the marriage, blames everyone except themselves.

Often they have the audacity to tell the betrayed spouse to “just get over it. They said they were sorry. What more can they do?” They say.

Deep down, what often fuels the anger is the feeling that: “You hurt me, and now you’re refusing to help me heal.”

That’s a very painful place to be.

The Two Unhealthy Extremes

Most people handle anger in one of two unhealthy ways.

The Nice People

Some people push their anger down. They are more self-controlled. They try to be understanding, patient, forgiving, and avoid conflict. They don’t want to make waves. But eventually all that unexpressed anger builds pressure. And pressure eventually finds a way out. It can sometimes take a long time, but the “nice” people can often become emotional ticking time bombs.

Or at bare minimum, they become passive aggressive. Usually it’s both.

The Exploders

Others swing to the opposite extreme. They lash out, yell, criticize, attack, and usually say and do things they later regret.

While this exploding anger may provide temporary relief, it rarely produces the results they want. More often than not it does the opposite, because the unfaithful spouse stops listening. Walls go up. Defensiveness increases.

Neither the “nice” person approach, nor the exploding approach leads to what you really need – healing.

What Anger Is Really Trying to Tell You

I often tell people:

Anger is pain turned outward.

Sadness is pain turned inward.

Just as physical pain tells us something is wrong physically, emotional pain tells us something is wrong emotionally.

Imagine placing your hand on a hot stove.

The pain causes you to pull your hand away.

Without pain, you would be seriously injured.

The pain serves a purpose.

Your emotional pain serves a purpose too.

Your anger is signaling:

Something in your life is not okay.

The question becomes:

What is it asking you to change?

Anger Is Energy

One of the healthiest ways to think about anger is as energy.

The goal is not to suppress it, nor unleash it on other people, but rather to channel it.

Your anger is giving you energy to act, to bring about the needed change to keep you from being injured emotionally again.

Instead of lashing out, or becoming a quiet ticking time bomb, the goal is to use the energy from your anger to make smart decisions, set boundaries, and stop tolerating unhealthy behavior. The goal is to protect yourself, and create meaningful change.

Many betrayed spouses spend months trying to get rid of their anger.

A better question is:

What positive action is this anger calling me to take?

Healthy Ways to Release Anger

Anger needs expression. But healthy expression does no harm.

It doesn’t damage relationships, property, or people including your spouse and you. Anger expressed in healthy ways doesn’t put yourself at risk.

Sometimes a physical release can help tremendously.

Go for a fast walk.

Ride a bike.

Work out.

Lift weights.

Hit a punching bag.

Journal.

Pray.

Talk with a trusted friend.

Say out loud:

“I am so angry.”

There is nothing wrong with acknowledging reality.

The goal is not pretending you aren’t angry.

The goal is expressing your anger responsibly.

Never Make Major Decisions While Angry

This is one of the most important lessons I’ve learned.

When we are highly emotional, our judgment is impaired.

Anger narrows our perspective.

We become reactive rather than thoughtful.

That’s why I encourage people not to make major life decisions in the heat of intense anger whenever possible.

Whether it’s divorce, separation, selling a home, quitting a job, or making some other life-altering decision, give yourself time to calm down first.

You will make far better decisions from a place of wisdom than from a place of emotional flooding.

What Needs to Change?

This is where anger becomes useful.

After the physical release, the tears, the conversation.

Ask yourself:

What is my anger telling me needs to change?

Sometimes the answer is obvious. For one, you want to be sure you are never in a place where your spouse is unfaithful to you again. You need your spouse to be honest, faithful, take responsibility, and participate in the recovery with you.

You may come to realize that you need to figure out how to be brave enough to set stronger boundaries.

Perhaps you need to reach out for support and counseling or affair recovery coaching.

In cases where being together is doing more damage than good, a controlled separation can become a pathway towards meaningful restoration.

Perhaps you eventually need a divorce. And perhaps you don’t, even if it feels like it right now.

The point that there is more than one option forward from here.

And realizing you have options is empowering.

You Cannot Control Your Spouse

One of the hardest realities in affair recovery is this reality:

You cannot make your spouse change.

We hope for remorse, honesty, integrity and ultimately healing, but you cannot force any of these upon your spouse. They get to make their own choices about whether they want to become a better person on the other side of this; learn grow and heal or not.

My marriage is healed today, not because I was able to force my husband to become the man he needed to be, but rather because he chose to become that man. I just gave him the chance. And today, I cannot take the credit for his decision to grow and become a better man. That was his alone to make.

As a betrayed spouse, you can influence, invite, encourage, set smart boundaries, and work towards creating an atmosphere conducive to truth-telling, but ultimately, your spouse gets to make their own choices.

Sadly, I’ve worked with wonderful betrayed husbands/wives whose partners never chose to do the right thing.

I’ve also worked with deeply remorseful spouses who did everything possible to repair the marriage, yet their betrayed spouse still chose to leave.

But mostly, given time, good guidance and the right tools, I’ve worked with many, many marriages who not only healed, but became stronger on the other side.

We all get a vote.

No one gets all the votes.

Let Your Anger Work for You

The goal is not to eliminate your anger, but rather to learn from it.

Your anger is not your enemy. It is information and energy.

It is a signal that something important needs attention.

Listen to it.

Learn from it.

Then use it wisely.

Because when handled well, anger can become the very thing that helps you create a healthier, safer, and more honest future.

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